I'm not lonely, while i am alone

Recently no much time for blogging, kinda indulged in somethg else.. A Game which i called it as "The balance btw Fear & Greed". Yes, It is. When the Fear started to overwhelm me, i know, it's time to leave the game.

Well, put the Game aside..
I am gradually, gracefully, leaving my fantasy, imaginary world.
I suppose this is a Great change happen to me.
After all, I have been yelling foolishly " wat i need is just a change...", stealing poor chicken little 's word "wat i need is just a chance..." since last year.. hahah. Innovative... ;p

I was doing a "little shopping" around mall, just to look for belt, last night.
Suddenly a blink stuck me.

-I'm not rushing back my staying place after work, bored or reading wat i was reading for the past few months.

-I'm not rushing back coz of scared of night fall as i was alone hanging outside.

-I'm not hoping to go out with colleagues for lunch or dinner or any activities as wat i was eagerly hoping at the past.

-I'm not waiting for somethg blankly, happen to my life.

-I'm instead working & walking towards somethg, BUT NOT blankly.

Well...I suppose these are somethg Good happen to me.

I'm not lonely, while i am alone..

Restart

Finally..

Back fr cny long vocation, managed to change a hair style, a new mood, then Restart my life at this little beautiful island..

Life is still goin on, and a lot of plans are awaiting, to be realized one by one...by me, or, with those destined one.

Nothg much sentimental to share here dy, " feminine, gentle pink" is just walking past by, and what u c now is tis "now". nice ma? :)

Anyhow, cheers..